Goodbye 2010
2010 is over, and it’s not been a bad year. Lots of travel, lots of variety. It seems so long ago that I was stood in front of the Opera house, tears streaming down my face because I was so fucking relieved that 2009 was over. I couldn’t have dealt with another year like that.
This New Year’s Eve was somewhat different, surrounded by friends in a random pub in Ingleton. I’m not particularly overjoyed that 2010 is over-it did me no wrong. Australia, New Zealand, LA, ashclouds, reindeer, good times at the farm, visits to relatives, more reindeer, my first proper family Christmas in 6 years, mega snow, friends. Not bad. No relations dying of cancer this year.
I didn’t get wasted, just had a few shots and a smoke. I couldn’t face the hangover! Now, it’s a bit of an anticlimax. I feel like I’m paddling while suspended in midair, going nowhere, connected to no-one. Very isolated, in a bubble. Am I destined to walk this world alone? How do some people always seem to have someone, whereas I never do? This life is a tad unfair. I feel like I’m going in circles trying to find out what to do. Always moving, never reaching the destination.
Last year I did averagely on my resolutions-I feel I attempted them all, but didn’t accomplish any. In the morning, I’ll try to decide on some fresh for 2011.
